American Beauty (1999) dir. Sam Mendes
Beautiful Faces | Alia Shawkat
- the 1975
I’m starting to feel really damn good about my life. For a while, I had a bit of a snag, especially after I resigned from my job. I was on a constant shopping binge, not knowing exactly what to do with my savings that could make me feel fulfilled, but lately, i’m on top of the world my friend.
Yes, it’s true that nothing is moving forward with the boy that I currently have a giant, fat crush on but that’s only a small dent in my beautiful and shiny life. I just got my drivers license, FINALLY, after years and years of putting it off due to anxiety. I’m also way more involved in my church than I was a year ago, which is a huge improvement. Good job me.
And on top of that, I’ll be starting my first semester of college soon (3 weeks, YIKES) and I’ve already met a few half-way decent people who has helped me so much in this new journey. I’ve joined a swimming club??? Because I wanted more exercise so I thought this was a brilliant idea (Don’t even want to think about what would happen if I start getting body conscious in front of all the other members) I’m actually going to put some small time in to exercise or be out in the sun, because these are the decisions that happy people make and I am that happy person.
I just hope to God that I don’t chicken out on everything, last minute, which I tend to usually do. A LOT of the time. And it’s part of the reason why I’ve been so unhappy. I over think things and get nervous, and that’s just… I need to throw that mentality away, as far away from me as possible. The point it, i’m hella happy. Just be happy man. when you’re happy, things are just that much simpler.
# still the best moment in a tv show ever
Emma Stone attends the Opening Ceremony and ‘Birdman’ premiere during the 71st Venice Film Festival at Palazzo Del Cinema on August 27, 2014 in Venice, Italy.
I have cramps and a drivings test at the crack of dawn tomorrow. how unsettling
“I realized that there was this entire life behind things, and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. ”